Just not my thing

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I went to my first ever funeral today.
And saw my first ever... nonalive person.


I was dressed in the most ridiculous outfit ever (gray tshirt that had a memory to it, black jeans and combat boots).


Took me awhile to finally walk in the room and look in the casket.
Actually it took me 2 hours. I walked in and walked back out and finally had the guts to just walk straight to it.

I was laughing way too much there. And smiling.
Something is wrong with me!!!

But Joe finally got his Quaker chips! It looked ridiculous with all the other gifts people gave him. I was just a ridiculous girl there.

Then went to a restaurant after with people I barely knew and that place served not only cows but Elk as well.. and other nontypical animals! Strange.